tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41124407035439841042012-02-16T11:38:36.691-08:00HEarts are not had as a gift, but hearts are earned...dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-32844488347130972362008-12-13T19:55:00.000-08:002008-12-13T19:56:59.748-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span class="quote">been dreaming...<br /><br />Boy: I need someone to talk to.<br />Girl: I'm always here for you.<br />Boy: I know.<br />Girl: What's wrong?<br />Boy: I like her so much.<br />Girl: Talk to her.<br />Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.<br />Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.<br />Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.<br />Girl: Then tell her.<br />Boy: She won't like me.<br />Girl: How do you know that?<br />Boy: I can just tell her...<br />Girl: Well just tell her.<br />Boy: What should I say?<br />Girl: Tell her how much you like her.<br />Boy: I tell her daily.<br />Girl: What do you mean?<br />Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.<br />Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.<br />Boy: Wait. Who do you like?<br />Girl: Oh, some boy.<br />Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.<br />Girl: She does.<br />Boy: How do you know?<br />Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?<br />Boy: You.<br />Girl: You're wrong. I love you.<br />Boy: I love you too.<br />Girl: So are you going to talk to her?<br />Boy: I just did.</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-3284448834713097236?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-200427090939504982008-12-11T21:03:00.000-08:002008-12-11T21:23:55.816-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">How I wish I did not know her..<br /><br />How I wish I did not see her everyday<br /><br />How I wish she would be just no one for me<br /><br />Everything seems to be clear on this night<br /><br />Tonight...everything will be lost forever<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">Tonight</span><span style="font-size:78%;">...she would just disappear<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">Tonight</span><span style="font-size:78%;">...I will stop thinking about her<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">Tonight</span><span style="font-size:78%;">...I will not be hurt anymore<br /><br />Let her be her and let me be me ...<br /><br />Simply the way it is meant to be...<br /><br />Hopefully we will find our own happiness in our separate way..<br /><br />In the end ...I'm just a fool<br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-20042709093950498?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-73421200210124098302008-11-15T14:39:00.000-08:002008-11-15T14:50:31.986-08:00<span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >bukan ku pinta untuk merasai rasa sedih ini...<br />hanya ku tidak mampu menidakkan rasa syg dan suka yg memakan hati ini<br /><br />apakan daya...aku... untuk menidakan perasaan sedih ini..<br />yang terbuku lagi terpahat di hati..<br /><br />Mungkin aku hanya berdaya untuk berhasrat ...bermimpi...<br />hanya sekadar memberi kekuatan untuk aku<br />kekuatan untuk menempuhi kesuraman hati ini..<br /><br />aku cuba<br />cuba untuk melupakan rasa ini<br />cuba untuk meredah kesuraman hati ini<br />namun rasa ini tetap tidak berganjak dari hati<br /><br />biarlah ungkapan yg tersirat bergaris akhir di hati...<br />biarlah rs kecewa terpendam dalam hati..<br />biarlah ku menangung semuanya<br />kerna ak bersalah menyayangi kmu...<br /><br />ku percaya<br />Syg dan Cinta itu tidak pernah meminta..<br />ia memberi...<br />namun cinta itu membawa perderitaan..<br />tetapi tidak skali ia berdendam...<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://stormcloudi.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/depression_by_thirsty5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 431px;" src="http://stormcloudi.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/depression_by_thirsty5.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-7342120021012409830?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-87201235571821928272008-11-14T13:35:00.000-08:002008-11-14T15:21:00.852-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><br />i really don't know what is happening to me<br />i really don't know what is going on me<br />i really don't how what are my feelings rite now<br />cuz my heart is just embedded with confusion...<br />i really don't know...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">depression... sorrow.... crestfallen... heart broken....helplessness<br /><br />perhaps these words is</span><span style="font-size:78%;"> the key for what i feel rite now<br />Maybe </span><span style="font-size:78%;">a deep understanding of these words</span><span style="font-size:78%;"> tells me where do the shattered pieces lie ...<br />cuz i have to find the shattered pieces just to rebuild back my old self</span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">indeed no one is happy all of the time,<br />but i just don't wanna be like some people who... feel as if they can never find happiness and love thru dis depression<br />i keep telling myself..<br />i just need to rebuild my old self just to feel there was something once,<br />perhaps love was just meant to break my heart....</span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AKbesm5NiXs/SR4HOTGEkiI/AAAAAAAAAAU/odJuYxl0IX0/s1600-h/heart.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AKbesm5NiXs/SR4HOTGEkiI/AAAAAAAAAAU/odJuYxl0IX0/s320/heart.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268656556295361058" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:78%;">A poem that is simply a mournful cry to the heavens, in search of the remnants of a broken heart. </span></div></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />Seek Not My Heart </span></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Below the branches, here about,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Do not you sense my fear and doubt?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Do not you hear my woeful screams?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Upon the meadows, touched with dew,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Do not you see my hearts a'skew?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Do not you feel my jagged scars?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> It's drifting o're the gentle rain,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> A symbol of my silent pain.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Conjoined with all the sorrow there.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> It's lost among the stars this night,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> Too far to ease my quiet fright.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> No gentle winds, seek not my heart,</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> For simply ... it has torn apart.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />by Kit McCallum</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-8720123557182192827?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-73457728143124945582008-11-13T21:49:00.000-08:002008-11-15T10:16:34.971-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AKbesm5NiXs/SR0Y2FiUYOI/AAAAAAAAAAM/f4vXgl7pVYg/s1600-h/sad.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AKbesm5NiXs/SR0Y2FiUYOI/AAAAAAAAAAM/f4vXgl7pVYg/s320/sad.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268394456571470050" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />hari ini ak suram ....<br /><br />berdetik rs hati ini untuk beku selamanya..<br /><br />entah mengapa titisan jernih mengalir<br /><br />entah mengapa hati ini terasa pilu hati melihat kamu<br /><br />entah mengapa.... semakin dalam hati ini melihat kamu.. semakin terasa jauh<br /><br />mungkinkah.. kerna rs syang hati ini ...memilih </span><span style="font-size:78%;">untuk...dibiarkan saja.. disimpan dlm<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />sudah jelas dan nyata hati ini tidak mampu menahan seribu satu rasa...<br /><br />tetapi tetap ingin ku menahan rs pilu ..biar pun luluh hati ini...<br /><br />kerna kau terlalu istimewa..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-7345772814312494558?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4112440703543984104.post-81101946194890678372008-11-13T18:00:00.000-08:002008-11-13T18:55:36.872-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">For so long... i never feel this kind of feelings. </span><span style="font-size:78%;">People don't always feel the same way about us, as we feel about them.<br />It's not a crime, just only human nature. It is who we are. We all know this of course, but we also know the hurt that comes when the feelings aren't shared ones. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wonder why i felt this feelings always linger in my heart .. held and bound deeply to my heart. As it i was born with it.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Even so.. I'm hoping this feelings would go away.<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />Sometimes, the feelings i feel for them were never return</span>...<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Honestly, it does break my heart</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">it makes the tears want to flow from my eyes and I feel that my heart,along with my composure, slowly dies.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> yet I still be waiting even until the end for the feelings to be return..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i just hope i could stand and hold on to the pain of waiting....<br /><br />just because of one reason.....i love them<br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4112440703543984104-8110194619489067837?l=lostnforever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dead_crow88http://www.blogger.com/profile/07136063768713377219noreply@blogger.com1